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Posted by: Nicholas Powiull

September 24, 2009

UPDATE: Thank you all for all the fantastic support! I did manage to find a place to live with someone who can benefit with me being there too and the means travel down there! :) I am really grateful to know such fantastic people with big hearts and so eager to help. I will never forget every single one of you who offered to help in one or another, you are all greatly needed in this world at this time and if there is anything you ever need from me, please do not hesitate to ask! Florida here I come...

I apologize for not producing articles. I know most everyone who is a long-term reader of this blog look forward to each article and feel a connection to the words written. I would love nothing more than to keep producing articles which inspire perspectives to a life of ease, yet at this point in life there has been some changes that has stopped that flow from continuing.

Long story short, I was living with my cousin and she had her boyfriend move in and he took over what I was helping her with, so she didn't need me anymore to support her in the way that I was, she just needed an excuse to kick me out and she found one. With no compassion from her of letting me find somewhere else to go first, I was left on the streets with nowhere to go, no phone, no nothing; just the clothes on my back. I decided to commit myself to a mental hospital so I had a place to stay while I figured things out, where I was staying for a little over three weeks. I do have a roof over my head now from a very support friend online, I am in debt to her support in some many areas, but finical means are low and I have nine days left to find somewhere. Now I am looking for a place to stay. I just need some place to be that will give me some time to figure out how I can set myself up with a means to support myself. I am an entrepreneur at heart and have the skills to set things up to have an online business, just need a little support and time to get it going.

I did have the opportunity, time, and skills to set this up where I was living and when the mind looks back on it now, it feels as if it wasted a perfect moment. Yet, beyond the mind there is this trust in life to know that it all unfolds perfectly. This life does what it does on it's own, it's not MY life, it's life being played out naturally and spontaneously. It couldn’t have happened any other way or else it would have happened that way.

Awareness has this tremendous love in recognizing itself everywhere and the enjoyment of recognizing itself in anything observable is where words form to speak about it to itself. There is the realization that there is joy in pointing to itself and serving itself through talking about itself, in fact, when it sees itself everywhere, it realizes that it is nowhere particular so serving is the no only let to do. Based on this, one idea that forms here is writing a book, creating an audio CD, and creating a membership site dedicated to awareness waking-up to itself. Anything and everything involved with awakening, ascension, liberation, enlightenment, non-duality, advaita, self-realization, true nature, nirvana, oneness, no-self, or whatever label you prefer to use; it’s all pointing to the same one thing.

Therefore, if you support these ideas, any help that anyone can offer will be welcomed with unspeakable appreciation. Rather it’s a place to stay, means and services to get to any place offered, donations, advice, or anything else that unfolds. I don't ask for much at all; just a roof over my head, little something to eat, and a shower. We could even type up a legal living arrangements contract if such an offer unfolds. I am open to anything really. I am quite easy going.

I just like to mention one last thing, any help provided is not just helping me, it is helping everyone who reads this blog or will read this blog, because it means I can keep writing these free articles as I work on the entrepreneur ideas. Everything and everybody is connected to the support you are willing to provide.

A fan once asked me to create a donation page here as one way for them to express gratitude and exchange the value of sharing. :)




 


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